hello world.
as a kid i spent a lot of time on the computer, i've discussed the reasons why in other posts, but that's not why i'm bringing this up here. when i was about five years old, my father had brought home a desktop pc. i thought it was the coolest thing in the world, and at that time, i was probably not far off. if i remember correctly, this was in 2003, or 2004. computers were nowhere near what they are today. that iphone had not been invented yet, the world hadn't gone fully crazy. the internet was such a beautiful place, it was truly a thing of the poeple at the time. corporations had their eyes on it already, but they hadn't sunk their filthy claws into it just yet. the early 2000's was simply peak internet, it will never be as good as it was back then, ever again. it was like the wild west. there was absolutely zero censorship, every website had immense personality. you were adventuring, 'surfing.' you could feel the soul of the person who made the website as you were exploring. and that was the important distinction back then, the fact that it was a person making the sites you were visting. either one guy or a very small group of people were the ones making all the sites we were using. websites owned by corporations were few and far between at the time, and marketing agencies hadn't fully grasped just how effective internet advertising was going to be in the future. so not only were there not a lot of websites owned by companies at the time, but the few that were corporate were not swayed in their decision making in fear of losing revenue from the adverts. everything posted online back then was truly for the love of the game. you didn't have to parse every bit of information you were receiving wondering if you are currently being advertised or propagandized to.
before people had instagram accounts, people had sites like this. the memories i have of surfing the web as a kid was one of the main reasons behind me starting this website. now that i'm much older and finding myself missing those days, and noticing an extreme lack of these websites inspired me to participate, and possibly provide something with a bit of character for anyone passing by to delve into. people born in the 90's had eachother's websites to visit, personal blogs, really shitty html sites, minimal propaganda, minimal censorship, minimal ads, maximum content. and plus, everything at the time was very new, so it didn't matter that the websites were shitty or slow, we were just amazed to be online and reading posts from someone you can't see. people born in the last 15 years have nothing but instagram, tiktok, propaganda, ads, and total censorship. we now have all the content in the world and somehow everything feels old and boring before you've even seen it. the web used to be like a fresh homemade loaf of bread, fresh out of the oven. now it's like some imitation-factory-made-wheat with some company logo sticker slapped right on top of it. and you have the choice between spending 20 minutes scratching adhesive off the loaf or just saying fuck it and eating the sticker too. i want people to start making homemade bread again, but unfortunately i don't think i'm going to get my wish. boohoo for me.
this poisonous corporate sludge has been reaching into so many other aspects of life since then. i remember as a kid, when you bought a video game, no matter what the rating was, there was a disclaimer that said something to the effect of, "we gave this game a rating off of single player experience only, we cannot guarantee that the multiplayer experience will be the same." people back then used to be reasonable. last time i played video games, which was about 3 years ago, i was banned 3 separate times in less than a month for using bad language or trash talking with players online. it makes me sick to my stomach. the logic is nil, the game is rated M for mature, the characters in the game say bad words, the content in the game is obviously rather violent or gory most of the time, but if i can't say bad words while playing or my gaming privileges are revoked? are you fucking kidding me? what the fuck is wrong with everyone? where does this end? i was watching a youtube video that came out today from a decently popular account. in the video, he was censoring the word "naked." i felt an actual bit of rage inside me. the fact the word naked is being censored on a website that i currently give money too, was a thousand times more offensive than anything they could've possibly said in a video. this corporate, advertising based market has got to come to an end. this is the most, evil, fucked up, and jewish a society could possibly become. only the jews could come up with a society so backwards, where attention and spectacle become the main currency. as time goes on, it seems like attention from the masses is becoming a more valid currency than the u.s. dollar.
not a lot of people seem to take note of this problem. in my day to day life, not as many people as i would guess seem to be bothered by the nonstop bombardment of advertising. i'll complain to someone about all the billboards, popups, unskippable commercials, etc, and they'll just look at me with their glazed over eyes and say something to the effect of, "who cares." but they just really don't get it man. maybe their fluoride ridden brain has just become to fried to notice when they're being used like a literal npc character from a video game, an autonomous bot designed for the sole purposes of doing labor and paying taxes.
i know this post seems all over the place but all these things tie into each other. advertising, propaganda, censorship - these are all things that are used to control the masses. maybe one of them by themself isn't so powerful, but when you use them at the same time, you could even sometimes see really smart people fall victim to a psyop. and that's really what everything feels like now, a psyop. almost everywhere you go on the internet it feels like someone's trying to sell you something or it's just another everyday psyop, fake news, shit. it's exhausting and quite frankly, eats at the patience i have for people as a whole. like God forbid i should see a sunset without a fucking coca cola logo smeared across it, and then if i go say something bad about it while playing call of duty, i'll get banned. cardi b and ice spice can make music videos that are just softcore porns, companies will then market these videos to young children, who will then watch these videos with an onlyfans advert in the corner. but white supremacy is the biggest problem in america, apparently.
ye said it really well when he said that people are more offended by a swastika than they are by actual killing, that's how bad they've been brainwashed, which is so unbelievably true. these dumb art sluts think they're so edgy, they will look you in the face and say "hail satan" but if you respond with "heil hitler" they'll act like you just told them you're a proud rapist.
everything has gone in the wrong direction. the devil is certainly very pleased right now. even the good things that happen are a farse. i was very optimistic with donald trump winning, thinking okay at least some things will get better, but he seems much more interested in giving jews what they want, than anyone here in america (unless they're american jews.) no deportations, no border wall, no free speech, but these kikes in israel get 12 billion dollars since he's been in office and counting. at this point i'd let hamas tie me to a nuclear warhead and send me right to tel aviv. trump should be ashamed of himself. i feel like an idiot for putting any trust or hope that he would show up for americans. what a disappointment, he dodges a bullet so he could lick jew ass.
remember that it takes things going really wrong before they go really right again. people right now are just too fat, comfortable, and entertained to do anything drastic. but at some point, probably when people are starving, we are run by foreigners, no one can afford they're nice iphones anymore, that will be the time that blood will start being shed. that's the only way power/wealth imbalances like this have ever been corrected in human history. we are not voting our way out of this hell, and we certainly aren't debating our way out of this. we aren't going to politely ask the powers-that-be for what is fair and they'll just hand it over. and what they've been doing for a very long time is handing over just enough scraps to keep people from blowing their lid, and with each passing month they are inching closer and closer to that line.
and just one last slightly off-topic thing to close up this post, a huge pet peeve of mine is when boomers say "you guys have it so easy today." "you kids don't know nothin' about sacrifice." are boomers really this fucking stupid? do they think that because we have iphones and playstations that are lives have become easier? these boomers got a minimum wage job and were able to afford a home, a vaction home, 3 cars, and a boat. now people making minimum wage can afford to eat a sandwich once a week. they barely raised us, most of them were busy working or vacationing to be bothered to show their children any affection or to take some time to teach them a thing or two. they are the only generation to leave their kids with less than they had. then they have audacity to tell us that we are so lucky and that we have it so much easier than they had it. the fact that they actually believe that, is so crazy, twisted, and delusional that i can barely believe it. they hoard their wealth to an insane degree, refusing to sell their home for under market value, even though they'd still be making millions on a 5-digit investment. then, they either give it all to a slot machine or spend it all on some whore, before their soulless body is finally put in a grave. i'd be lying if i told you i wasn't excited for boomers to finally die out. and on that dark note, i'll end the post. God bless.