might is right

//debating is for fucking losers. seriously, i'm getting beyond tired of it. debate worked really well when it was done amongst civilized europeans or orientals. it helped us figure out what was correct and the right way to move forward. unfortunately, barely anyone is interested in this anymore, both because of shifts in public sentiment, and because of demographic change. america and almost all of the european nations overseas, are becoming absolutely overloaded with 'people' who are nothing like us. these are essentially fundamentalist barbarians who appear on our shores so that they can get free shit, steal, and rape when the opportunity presents itself. our first mistake was expecting these people to be anything like us. our ancestors understood that people of different clans had different values and customs for centuries, but jewish influence has convinced millions of well meaning europeans into believing that people of different races are not only equal, but are deserving of our sympathy and our money. this must be unlearned, or we will perish. i would say that this is the most dangerous ideology the west has ever adopted and the results speak for themselves.

amazingly, there are loads of supposed white people who will defend brown people who hate them with their life. there are many different reasons they do this, one of them being that they feel badly for them, because subconsciously they know they are inferior beings, and they have a sort of "don't hurt my pet" mentality toward them. another reason is that they are misinformed on history and have bought into the propaganda that white people have been enslaving and oppressing these people for centuries all the while they have been helpless and perfectly moral individuals the whole time, who were totally peaceful and never hurt anyone. but whatever their reason, it is ultimately comes down to the fact that they are not only wrong, but more importantly, these invaders do not share this altruistic mentality toward us. this is not a fact that can be neglected. currently, we are bringing cakes and gifts to a gun fight, and because of these miscalculations we are ultimately dying a slow and painful death. 

when i say debate is for losers, my point is that not only does debate not win wars, our enemies have no interest in it whatsoever. when they do agree to debate, all they have is lies,  derision, purposely missing the point, deceptions by playing stupid, and actual stupidity. but even though that we know that they're hideously ignorant, they understand something that for whatever reason we don't. they understand that if you want to win, you cannot play fair, you cannot play by the arbitrary rules that we have set for ourselves. they claim to care about free speech, but only for them. they claim to care about tolerance, but only for people who agree with them. they claim to be playing fair, while simultaneously breaking every rule they can. they accuse their enemies of that which they are guilty. they cry out in pain as they strike. we must adopt these tactics. we must adopt all of the tactics that we hate that they use. "imagine if the shoe were on the other foot" does not work, and it has never worked. half of them are not intelligent to put themselves in someone else's shoes, and the other half can but simply does not care.

everything belongs to the victor; land, gold, and history. consider for a moment the crusades, imagine that instead of picking up swords, the christians went ahead and tried to debate with the muslims, trying to explain to them that what they are doing is immoral, that the land they took was not there's to keep, that they should give back all the gold and all of the nice stuff they took because it wasn't very nice of them. how do you think that would have gone? you know the answer to this, i don't think i have to go any further. 

there has never been any time in history where there was a power and wealth imbalance this great, and these imbalances have never been solved without violence. why would they have been solved any other way? who would give up such a lead without a fight? these people are Godless sadists. they not only understand that most people are suffering, but they enjoy it, and want more people to suffer. they want to see the beautiful and the innocent be destroyed and perverted. they live for it. their are not like you and i. they are not decent, they do not have good moral character, they are Godless, and they must be treated as such. the most evil and demonic part about it is that they know that you value playing fair, and they use this to exploit you. why keep playing fair? why continue to play by rules that none of our opponents will? this is the very reason that we are losing every front of the war on whites and the war on christians. we make the mistake of believing that the Godless and the nonwhites share our values and unwritten rules, when they could care less. it's not like if we continue to play nice that they will eventually see our side and start to "like" us. they despise us, and they will always despise us. you can give them money, your home, your land, and they will still spit in your face and expect you to thank them. do not let them exploit you any further, do not fear being called 'racist' or 'hateful' because they will always call you these things just for existing. you need to get the idea of wanting to be liked out of your mind. the issue is that you don't realize that these people are your enemies, you think they're your allies, so it is only natural to want them to like you, but this deceit was given to you purposely to disarm, to make you act in a way you would as if you were safe, when you are anything but. 

we are european christians, and they are not. egalitarianism is a farce, and you cannot be one of the idiots who fall for it. one of the main differences between the believer's and the nonbeliever's moral compass is that the theist believes that what is right is objective, that it comes from God. while the atheist believes that what is right is subjective. when a believer is trying to figure out if an activity is a sin, he will simply refer to his bible and see what God had to say about it. he doesn't make these decisions for himself, he gives this decision to God.

when secular people are trying to figure out if something is wrong, they will ask, "does it hurt anyone?" if the answer to this question is no, the atheist will conclude that the activity is fine to partake in. the problem with this is that when you leave this decision to people, opinions will differ and you may never get to an answer. ever since the united states became a Godless country, we see the effects of this everyday. a nation full of Christians would not spend a second arguing about fags getting married or whether or not trannies can groom children, because we understand what is important, and these things are not only degenerate but directly go against natural law. there is a reason that for most of history, people of the same ilk seemed to agree with each other on most things. when we find ourselves amongst people who are alien, we end up spending all our time arguing or fighting.

my solution is this, stop arguing. stop trying to get people who want you dead to see things your way. they must be crushed. they must be beaten until they are scattered. there may be virtue in trying to reason with people instead of fighting, but at what point do you say enough is enough? right now most of us are sitting ducks, soft targets believing that the others have the best intentions, when they certainly don't. they are seething with hatred, and you need to act accordingly. 

to truly create change, it must be done with force. the police don't argue with you if you refuse to get in the squad car, they put a gun in your face, as they should. this goes along with my last post about presentism, we think that because of modernity that people have changed, but people have not changed. it's a nice idea to think that we could argue out our ideas and let the best ideas concede, and this works when your among europeans, but unfortunately we're not anymore. there is a reason that desegregation was forced upon white america at gunpoint, because this was the only way it was going to happen, remember that they did not debate with us to get this to happen. we must get what we want with that same resolve. stop giving your enemies advantages that they would fight to not let you have. stop showing courtesy to people want you broke and dead.

i understand that what i'm advocating for seems anti-christian, and maybe it is. but as far as i see it, we are defending ourselves. get strong or die. in the book of mark, Christ says "the meek shall inherit the earth." "meek" is a deliberate mistranslation from greek. it did not mean "spineless faggot" like it does in english. it's meaning came from war horses. a "meeked" horse was one that could stay focused and calm in the heat of combat, and didn't bite at horses next to it in the panic of the charge. it's not "the cuckolds will inherit the earth" it's "the sharp and disciplined will inherit the earth." to give up your birthright and everything our forefathers fought for out of fear of being seen as "hateful" is the most pathetic, limp-wristed bullshit i've ever heard in my life, and if you think this way as a man you need to seriously examine yourself. all great men in history understood what i've just explained. the fact that it needs to be explained to people in the modern day makes me very sad. become hard to kill. make sure your family is the same way. be wary and be vigilant, the enemy has already breached the walls. they are living amongst us and barely even trying to blend in because of how soft westerners have become. they think we're pathetic because we are. they waltz in and suck our blood like mosquitos, while laughing in our face and telling us that we are hateful for objecting. fuck these people. do everything in your power to make sure they feel unwelcome. debating with intelligent, well meaning people is difficult, but debating with mud-brained barbarians isn't just impossible, it's a waste of time and energy. they already hate you, you should give them a reason to hate you.

believe in power.

the fear of offending vs the fear of pain - suicidal empathy

//we find ourselves in very peculiar times. in our post world war 2 society, the jews and their useful idiots have created a culture where being offensive is considered the worst thing you could be. although things have seemed to calm down in the last couple of years, it still remains that there is little to no free speech, especially on the internet. even here, on my own website, it feels like if i write the word "nigger," or any other slur, some draconian internet overlord is going to come down and delete my website. i guess i am just so used to having to self censor when using the internet that speaking freely online feels foreign to me, i feel like i'm doing something wrong. this probably has something to do with the fact that anytime i exercised my supposed first amendment right to free speech online, my account was quickly banned. but i need to unlearn this programming, we all do. in the early 2000s, the internet was the coolest thing to ever come into existence, it was nothing like how it is now. it was a sort of wild west, where anything went, and there were many reasons for this - it was new, so most people didn't understand it yet. the people who did understand it were higher iq individuals, making online discourse more palatable and reasonable. and at the time, most internet users were white american males, whereas now there is an estimated 5.35 billion internet users daily, you can buy a smartphone now for less than $50. these three components about the early internet made it what it was, and it was truly a golden time to be a part of it. unfortunately, it will never be the same, at least not as a whole. yes, today you can still find some small pockets of the internet that allows unfettered speech, with no moderation or reddit hall monitors making sure everything is advertiser friendly, but at it's inception, every website was like this. the people who never logged on until after the jewish advertisers dug their nasty claws into it will never understand just how incredible and free it was beforehand. i truly feel bad for them, because i highly doubt there will be anything like it ever again.

suicidal empathy is what killed the internet, and it is what has been killing western civilization alike. the fear of offending seems to be the most pertinent issue among white westerners. it has come to be that being known as a "racist" is worse than being a murderer, and barely worse than being a rapist. white people trip over themselves to pander to and be accommodating toward colored people. obviously this has not been reciprocated in the slightest, but that's another story. the point is that for a multitude of reasons, we feel a need to let everyone know that we will be doormats for the third world, because God forbid we would like to keep the spoils our ancestors fought for for ourselves. 

there is a psychological phenomenon that i heard sam hyde talking about where people will spend excess money to show how much they have. i have noticed this in myself when i was younger and had drug money, if i was around women i would make sure to spend way more money than i would have normally to show that it didn't matter to me and that i could gain it back whenever i felt like it. this was obviously stupid and i wish i had saved more money. the animal equivalent would be a monkey letting all of his bananas rot in a pile to show the females that he has so much, he doesn't care what happens to what he has, he can just throw it away as it means nothing to him. sam hyde was saying that white people are currently doing this with our culture and our nations. it's like saying "we have so much culture, so much money, we can afford to give it all away to the third world. we can pretend we never had culture to begin with. we can even suggest that it would be evil to suggest anything otherwise."

the problem is that europeans enforce social mores through shame. the japanese share this quality. when we see someone who seems to have no shame, they appear extremely odious, it makes us cringe to a point where we almost can't even look at it. knowing this, one could say that white people have been "hacked." the media has brainwashed the women and the beta males into believing that we should be ashamed of our ancestors and that we owe all brown people a handout. if the men disagree, the women shriek and shun the men until they cave in. and unfortunately this cycle has been going on since the 1964 civil rights act, but the seeds for that were planted an even longer time ago, it is just that recently they have been blooming. this can't last forever, either we will feed the animals until they are more powerful than us, in which case they will then wipe us out like they have in every other similar situation in history, or we will put a stop to it before this happens. those are the only two options. we can either bring on another crusade, or we end up like haiti, that's it. it would be such a monumentally pathetic end to the white race, to die out because we were afraid of hurting the feelings of people who despise us. to fear being racist is to embrace extinction.

and that's what really pisses me off about the whole thing. we give and give and give to the world, and we get nothing but derision and criticism in return. all these white people who virtue signal and defend colored people, they have no idea that no matter what they do, they will never be seen as an ally to the black and brown communities. they see them as useful retards who will kiss their boots in the time being, making sure a steady flow of white cash is sent their way, but when they have no use for them anymore, they'll have them killed along with the whites who fought against them without a second thought. these people do not think like europeans, because they are not europeans. skin color is the least of our differences. they have no concept of honor, or honesty. there is a reason that every nation they govern and rule over looks like a landfill in a short period of time. there are no coincidences on planet earth, and we cannot afford to start in the middle of the story anymore. right now, we are all rhodesians.

“your universe has no meaning to them. they will not try to understand. they will be tired, they will be cold, they will make a fire with your beautiful oak door...”

- jean raspail

another thing that i find sort of interesting is that they do not have any qualms toward offending us. it seems that they look for any opportunity to do so, and revel in it when they are successful. anyone with eyes is able to see this, but it seems that most modern whites, at least in america, willfully ignore it. a lot of them think we deserve it. they think that whites should be punished for the supposed "sins" of our ancestors, but colored people should not be punished for the crimes they commit on a regular basis in the current day. it's all so tiresome. 

this poisonous way of thinking must be corrected. offending someone is far from the worst thing you could do to them. in all honesty, it is actually one of the best things you could do for them, and for ourselves at the same time. you cannot begin to fix a problem without first admitting that you have one. as any recovering alcoholic will tell you, ignoring a problem does not make it go away it only compounds the issue and makes it worse, and admitting you have a problem is the first step toward amending it. it seems as if that the modern consensus is that we can ignore our way into utopia, if only we do not pay attention to the issues that plague us, we can pretend that they aren't there at all. it doesn't take a genius to see why this is retarded. to live this way is pure insanity. yes, people will get their feelings hurt, and yes, we may have to be harsh toward people who wish to cause us harm, but the other options are far less desirable for us. we cannot throw out our ancestors sacrifice for fear of our antithesis taking offense. you can see that they clearly are enjoying this advantage that they have over us, an advantage that they would never allow us to have in a million years. why would they? how would you like to tell your great great grandfather in the heavens that you just couldn't bring yourself to speak up to protect the land and the sovereignty that he died to make sure you had. it's pathetic to be honest. when we are erased, the history books will not even give us credit for everything we have given. the people who remain will simply steal our achievements and claim them as their own, and the cycle will continue. we will be forgotten, our enemies will claim that we deserved it, and to an extent this will be the truth. in a way, might is right. our cowardice will have bought us a one-way ticket to oblivion. how could we say we deserved anything that we were not willing to fight to protect?

the presentists

//"presentism" is a belief that human beings from the past are vastly different at a fundamental level than they are today. with modern technology developing and advancing at such a rapid pace, it is very easy to fall into this line of thinking. we think that because our everyday lives differ so greatly from even our most recent ancestors, that we are different people all together, but we could easily come to the conclusion that this isn't so. people from the year 300, 1200, 1940, and now, have the same exact brains, bodies, and d.n.a. that we do today. 

i could be wrong, but my intuition tells that it is a common belief that people from the past were not as smart as modern people. but i think it's the other way around. i would bet money that all of the technology that allows us to live a somewhat luxurious life, actually hinders our critical thinking skills. we don't need to work at memorizing something because you could always just take out your phone and google it again when you need the information. you don't need to memorize your grandmothers gardening tips, you'll just look up a youtube video when the time comes. you don't need to learn how to cook because you could live off of what is sold at the grocery store and throw it in the microwave, or just get fast food everyday. fixing things you own is no longer necessary, most things are cheap enough and purposely engineered to be nearly impossible for an untrained person to fix themselves, so you just end up purchasing a new product. you get the point. people don't have to do too much thinking anymore if they don't feel like it. i believe that this is the direct reason that common sense is not so common anymore. we are basically cavemen who have been dropped into the throws of nearly unlimited capability, most of us have no idea what to do with it or how to handle it.

it's a common thought experiment to wonder how a victorian era child might react if someone had shown him television or some other modern marvel. but that's precisely what we are experiencing ourselves. we are not different than them. we think that because we've lived our lives with fancy iphones, playstations, and modern medicine that we have somehow transcended the human condition and achieved a sort of God-like status on earth, and this is true to an extent. we no longer deal with nature the same way our ancestors did. we outsmarted the food-chain, viruses, most ailments, we've figured out how to build skyscrapers and dams and cruise ships, but are we as people any different because of it? i don't think so. we have all this 'stuff,' all this convenience, but are people happier? or are they throwing themselves off rooftops and injecting opioids into their blood stream at record numbers? why are half of women and a third of men on depression medication? and does it even work or does it make things worse?

look at the amish, at around the age of 16, it is a rite of passage for them to leave the tribe and explore life outside of their community without restriction. they do this to see if they want to commit to the amish lifestyle or leave it. but guess how many leave it - zero. they all go back. now, you could say that people just like what they're used to, and yes that is true but i don't think this is what's at play here. i would go out on a limb and say that when they leave their community that they are shocked at what they find. they go from living a beautiful life in the fields to an american city where they witness pure, concentrated hedonistic degeneracy, homeless people covered in their own piss, fags covered in each other's piss, the whole city smells like piss, you'd get trench foot if you took your shoes off and placed your bare foot on the ground, across the street there's people screaming at each other, and right in front of him is a man screaming at himself. this is the true "victorian era child watching television" scenario. one moment they're existing the way God intended for us, the next moment they are questioning if there ever was a God. i would go home while i still could as well.

i mean even right now, im sitting at a train station, waiting for my train, and some crackhead fuck is sitting about 20 feet away, watching some retarded sportsball game on his phone at full volume. if we still lived in proper times i would be allowed to jam a spear through this guy's chest and everyone in here would applaud me for my deed.

anyway, my point is that yes, we are technically different now, but it's only due to circumstance, not because our brains have improved or our dna has changed. if you took a newborn from ancient rome, brought him into a time machine with you, and teleported the both of you to present day, that child would grow to be just like one of us, with all of our strengths, nuance, and flaws.

something that i've always found very comical is the common misconceptions over how exactly the so called atrocities committed by germany in world war 2 came to be. this was only 80 years ago. and if you believe the mainstream narrative of world war 2, that would mean your theory is that all the germans went batshit insane out of nowhere, started exterminating a random group of people because they just decided one day that they didn't like them, they lost the war, and after that all of germany went back to normal. it sounds ridiculous because it is. the germans are, and always have been very smart, rational people. they were this way 2000 years ago, in 1940, and they still are now. this is another problem causing modern lack of critical thinking - the amount of propaganda that is pumped down our throats from the time we are children until the moment we die. you can't even watch a youtube video about a sensitive topic anymore because youtube will take it down, and if they don't, they'll make sure to plaster the kike-approved wikipedia link under the video so that you know what to think.

so, not only does the internet remove a person's need to memorize something, or to think for themselves, but it also has has the capability to affirm someone's incorrect ways of thinking. before the internet, for the sake of argument, let's just say a young man decides that he was born in the wrong body, and that he's really a woman. the father would first try to reason with him, if that didn't work, he would beat the shit out of him until he changes his way of thinking, then that young man would go on to live a normal life. post internet, that same young man would log on, find 6,000,000 people who are fucked up and retarded just like him, he would join their groupchats and forums, he would converse with these people, adopt their talking points, and further solidify his delusion in his head. now he's fucked up for life. God forbid the father says anything about it, he'll end up on tv and then in prison for trying to correct his child. even if the child did not have this thought originally, maybe he was normal to begin with, maybe he just had the misfortune of going on reddit at an age where he is too malleable to foreign ideas, and learns about all of this poisonous ideology. the internet has the power to affirm someones delusions and it also has the power to poison someone with a delusion that they didn't have prior, and i think we see this everywhere we look today in all sorts of ways. it's a real problem. do i have a solution? i would say the internet is not a place for young people. i think anyone who would argue against this is completely stupid and naive. we need to understand that the unfettered and unaimed pursuit of knowledge is not always a healthy thing. you can stare into the void for too long, and what looks back at you may end up changing you for the rest of your life. children should not be able to wield this mass amount of power unsupervised, to say otherwise would be a gross misunderstanding of just how powerful words can be, it can be worse than poison, the pen is mightier than the sword.

i'll end with this, for the people who disagree, and still think people from the past were any different than us, look at the romans and the greeks. the things they built thousands of years ago are really something to marvel at. arches, aqueducts, concrete, bound books, the calendar, and land surveying. yes, today we have smartphones, but could you make a smartphone? these things only exist due to collaboration, essentially putting the greatest minds in the world all together to create something that would otherwise be totally impossible, something that only God himself would have the power to create. it took thousands of years of the smartest of us testing things out and recording the results to get to where we are. we should appreciate it more, and understand that we are no smarter than those that came before us, but we are in fact much less capable. but go ahead, fire up the xbox, play some fortnite while scarfing down petroleum based snacks while you imagine how much better you are than the ancestors that made your life possible.

physiognomy, the left, ugliness, the soul

//one of the biggest psyops of the modern world was convincing people that physiognomy means absolutely nothing.

leftists always look exactly how you expect them to. they are always ugly, dysgenic, and it matches their soul. physiognomy is 100% a real thing. they're ugly because their soul is ugly. you never see beautiful people act or speak the way they do. this is not a coincidence. they hate their ugliness, they hate themselves. for this reason, they hate hierarchy and they hate God. this is why their entire ideology is based on flipping God's natural hierarchy upside down - where beautiful, good hearted people are on the bottom, and the dregs of society are on top.

the leftist desperately needs this to be the case. his life depends on it. they know that on God's natural hierarchy, they would be dead last, generally in every way, although it varies from person to person. in matters of dating, production, merit, and income, they have nothing to offer to anyone, not even themselves. this is why the leftist, even if they say otherwise, is always spiritually communist. the wealth, both monetary and social, must be redistributed to those who don't deserve it because they are incapable of providing value. 

as far as their physiognomy, it is both genetic and nurtured at the same time. they come from weak men, who fathered more weak men. we live in a civilization where weak men can live to be old and have many weak children. and it wasn't until about the year 2010 that we started coddling and praising the weak. now, weakness is often encouraged, and strength often discouraged, i.e. "toxic masculinity." before this mass psychosis, freaks and losers were encouraged to be better, to fit in, to change. now, all the freaks and losers get on reddit, find 150 million people just like them, and they all get worse together. because of this, we are starting to see true abominations that we're apparently supposed to call our equal. a lot of these things can be explained by the american diet of corn syrup and petroleum products, but there are certainly other unseen components. evil rots the soul, and the outside reflects the inside. over time, the rot gets worse. they grow older and they fall deeper into their sin. they turn into real life demons, some of these people are very scary looking, and not in an intimidating sort of way, but in a i-look-at-you-and-see-the-devil sort of way. 

the luckier ones, or i should say, the more intelligent ones, eventually snap out of their delusion. this usually happens through an intense period of enlightenment. little by little, their core beliefs that they held dearly will slip away as they start believing the evidence of their eyes. the cognitive dissonance they've been experiencing for what seems like the whole life subsides, and they wonder how they were ever so deluded in the first place. "but... i always believed i was a free thinker," they thought. it's a freeing experience, they're happy that they found truth, but now comes the embarrassing part of admitting that you were deluded for years. a lot of people are so paralyzed by this idea that they never change, and would rather stay in their delusion than admit defeat. 

a lot of them claim that leftism is about economics, but we all know this to be very obviously untrue. we know this for simple reasons. you can be a leftist and embrace non-socialist or non-communist economic positions, and you won't be so-called "cancelled" by your peers. however, you absolutely cannot, under any circumstance, get away with not affirming trannyism, replacement migration, or black worship. therefore, this is what leftism is. if a white Christian man wants to join the club, he has to essentially degrade himself, talk ill of his own kin, and dehumanize himself for the sake of not offending anyone with his presence. because leftism in recent times has been the only socially acceptable position to take, many young white men find themselves in this very position. in order to fit in, many of them will convince themselves that they are some new type of sexuality or that they're transexual in order to ingratiate themselves with the clan. a normal, straight, white, Christian man will never be fully accepted into this group, no matter how much he grovels to the brown people or bends the knee to the women. he must fully emasculate himself to be accepted at all. he must change who he is fundamentally to be considered one of them, and even then, if she knows the smallest inkling of his former self, he will be looked at with distrust.

no one can go on denying reality without causing damage to their own soul. the longer it persists the worse it gets. as time goes on, they must become more and more extreme to satisfy the cult. leftism is a downward spiral with the bottom being hell. this doesn't mean that voting republican is the opposite, but i truly believe leftism is of the devil. i really believe that God wanted to see california burn. some could argue that it's the modern sodom and gomorrah. leftism in america stemmed from the sandy beaches of california, when max horkheimer and theodor adorno emigrated there from nazi germany, where his satanic ideas were not welcome. so he came to america to spread his plague amongst polite society. all of these ideas stem from jewish marxism, it's all a result of critical theory, which in my opinion comes from the devil. although, whether people realize it or not is not of much concern. because even if they knew where these ideas came from, it would have no effect on them changing their mind. to admit defeat means to admit they are the on the bottom of the totem pole, that they have been duped, and that they will end up in hell for their sins.

the physical ugliness is a symptom of the mental. movies like 'shallow hal' and many others are jewish hollywood propaganda promoting the idea that ugliness is not only subjective but has nothing to do with the person in question. it is to say that physical unattractiveness is purely an accident, that the person is incapable of exercise, grooming, eating well, dressing well, etc. it is also to say that people who are attractive got that way by accident, which has some truth to it, but any attractive person can go downhill with ease if they pursued gluttony, sloth, pride, dressed poorly, and didn't clean themselves. nothing is an accident. this may sound naive to say, and i understand that. i know there are outliers and some people are born a certain way and there is little they can do about it, but this is a very small minority. ugliness, both physical and in spirit, are the doing of the individual. but this is good news. this means if you were born with unfortunate features, there is much you can do to change it. even if you were born with objectively ugly facial features, you can learn to act in a way that people want to be around you. think of all the people who are a joy to be around, the people you can't wait to talk to. if suddenly, they were ugly, would you enjoy your conversation any less? the reason i am saying this is to further illustrate that leftism is degenerative to a person's attractiveness. nihilism has the tendency to drive people toward a path of self destruction. when you are only concerned with worldly things, you get worldly outcomes. to strive for connection is to strive for the heavens. right now, to be an outcast is to be "normal," and being normal makes you an outcast. this too did not happen by chance. it was by design, designed by the marxists that created the frankfurt school, who were inspired by trotsky and his communistic regime. 

all men are equal in the eyes of the LORD. but on earth, while we are in this mortal realm, we are far from equal. the idea that beautiful people are usually ugly on the inside is spiteful cope from mutants. they revel in their envy but disguise it with empathy for the undesirables. it is not the truth and it is another one of their many poisonous ideas. don't listen to it. strive to be better, to be normal. this is what God wants for you, whether you believe he does or not. don't start thinking about what is fair or how you think it should be. life is not fair for anyone, it isn't just you. the reason we have a bible is to tell us how to live properly and be a person who attracts other good people. when you involve worldly people in the conversation in what is right and wrong, it suddenly becomes subjective, and people could argue for all sorts of awful things to become okay, like we see today with organizations like nambla. being normal is being a good person, and being a good person is being normal. this doesn't mean you can't express yourself, but you must do so within the confines of God's law. to walk outside of His law, is to dance with the devil, and odds are you will not enjoy the consequences and neither will the people around you. doing damage to yourself is a sin, and when you see a person sinning, you must correct them. people confuse this with passing judgment, but it is an act of love. if you didn't care about that person, you could watch as they destroy themselves, it wouldn't matter to you. to go out of your way to suggest corrective measures is an act of love that is not only good, but Christ commanded us to do it. like i said before, nothing is an accident, and what we came to know as "normal" is not excluded from this fact. normalcy came to be over hundreds of generations of careful correction, people seeing what worked out, and what didn't. they either wrote these things or passed them down to the next generation orally. to be normal is to live in accordance with thousands of years of refinement. be normal.

on the death of charlie kirk - rest in peace

 //"when we win, do not forget that these people want you broke, dead, your kids raped and brainwashed, and they think it's funny." - sam hyde

in the last decade, america's civil war has gone from that of the spirit to one of the flesh. although unorganized, although it has been sporadic, bullets have flown, knives have pierced, and lives have been lost nonetheless. american children indoctrinated by schools, society, the internet, and media have grown up Godless and have turned to nihilistic violence against those who oppose their antihuman worldview.

i was not the biggest fan of charlie kirk. i agreed with him on most things but i vehemently disagreed with his stance on israel, which would be obvious unless this is your first time reading something of mine. that being said, his assassination affected me more than i would have expected it to. i feel like i lost a friend, even though i don't know him personally and i did not watch his content. this was a man, a father, a husband, who never hurt anyone, never committed any crimes, who invited people to debate. that was all he ever did, invited people to discuss topics in which he had strong opinions, and for this he was shot dead. he was shot dead in front of a large crowd of people, on camera, and most importantly, in front of his wife and two young daughters, who ran to him in fear upon hearing the gunshot. immediately upon his death, the demons began celebrating. one attendee immediately began dancing and cheering, another student ran up to the desk he was sitting at so he could steal hats that he was giving out. all over the internet, people who disagreed with him are laughing about his death, they are making t-shirts, memes, they are taunting his family and friends.

nothing is sacred to these "people." i don't think "liberals" or "the left" are appropriate terms for these demonic people, but for lack of a better term that is what i'll call them. i think these are people who are not only completely inundated with propaganda, but they have allowed their souls to be ensnared by satan himself, and they seem to be embracing it. these are people who hate Christ, they hate any form of hierarchy, and their goal is to rid the world of both of those things. they are not to be negotiated with, they are not into debate, the truth is of no concern to them. i've spent a lot of time wondering why they do what they do, and the only answer i could come up with is that they are simply demonic. we can no longer write off their beliefs as sheer stupidity anymore. most of the people i saw celebrating his death online were teachers, healthcare workers, and sitting members of the government. none of what they do or believe seems to make sense, even to them. all of their arguments consist of lies, and ignoring the evidence of our eyes and ears. deep down, in whatever is left of their soul, they know the truth, but since it conflicts with their beliefs, they must ignore it. they deal with the cognitive dissonance by deluding themselves. they tell themselves lies over and over again until they actually believe it. they were incapable of defeating charlie in a debate, not even the best of their debaters, because their arguments are not based in reality. since this is the case, it is literally impossible to win a debate with a person who knows the facts. so instead of using words, they had to use violence, because that was the only way they could win. does might make right? only temporarily. the truth lives forever.

the left hides behind a mask of supposed empathy and good intentions, this is how they legitimize their views to new members of their death cult. but what people are realizing is that empathy and good intentions are foreign ideas to these people. all the big words and virtue signaling they do is to conceal their pure malevolence and bloodlust. they cheer on the death of white people and whoever disagrees with them, while claiming that they want what is good for people. we have all had enough of it. we can no longer be nice to them, we cannot associate with them. it is time for them to pay for their crimes against humanity.

i want to be violent towards them, unfortunately that is in my nature. but as of right now, we can't. retribution is for God, and i'd be a bad catholic by telling you otherwise. but make no mistake, this cheering and gloating for the death of charlie, they want this for all of us. they want pain, suffering, and death for anyone who is on the side of Christ, and is against their new world order. don't give it to them. for now we must fight with our words, and defend ourselves with 100% lethal force if we must. there will be no more debate. they killed the only guy who was willing to debate them in good faith. they aren't interested in it, only death. this is why they indoctrinate the young into moral degeneracy, taking antidepressants, and rejecting the one true God. it seems to me that they know right from wrong, but they choose what is wrong on purpose. they reject the wisdom and knowledge of our ancestors, they work actively to erase our history. why would they do that if they were interested in the truth? the only solution right now is to ostracize them. ignore them. you can't shame them, because you need a conscience to feel shame. find reasonable people, who have not been indoctrinated yet, and appeal to them with love. Christ taught us this, and it was this that drew me to Him. an overflowing of love is the only thing that can combat hate, otherwise, we will just kill each other until there is none left, which i have to admit sounds very appealing to me in this moment of anger and resentment, but Christ would not approve of this, so neither will i.

rest in peace, Charlie Kirk.

i will end this post by sharing this comment i read on rumble, under nick fuentes' video on the assassination:
"I had some time to sit and rewrite this message a few times. Deleted it. Re-did it. Truth is, I’m not even a super religious person. I’ll go to church here and there… but after my wife died, I stopped going. Anger will do that to you, you know? Being mad at God, mad at the world. But tonight… I can’t shake this. People are out here mocking Charlie Kirk’s death… pointing back to his comment that “some people may have to die to preserve the 2nd Amendment” like it’s some kind of twisted punchline. The irony? It’s absolutely sickening. But let’s not kid ourselves — this isn’t new. They mocked Jesus when He was murdered too. They laughed, they spit, they thought they had shut Him up forever. Didn’t care about His mother watching her Son die. Didn’t care about His followers who were crushed. Didn’t care about the truth behind His words. The same demonic evil that celebrated then is alive right now. Here’s the reality the haters can’t face: killing the man doesn’t kill the message. With Jesus, the resurrection flipped the whole world upside down. With Charlie, no, he won’t come back — his poor family has to carry this pain — but his message? You just made it immortal. Louder. Sharper. Harder to ignore than ever before. You thought you silenced him? Wrong. You turned him into a symbol. You turned his words into a megaphone. And you exposed just how dark and hateful some of you really are. So laugh. Mock. Throw your little parties over blood. But remember this: God already told us how this story ends. Evil never gets the last word. HE does. Charlie Kirk was taken too soon. His family is broken. But his fight? His message? His voice? You just lit it on fire and spread it across this nation.  EVIL DOESN’T WIN. GOD DOES. DEATH DOESN’T END THE MESSAGE. IT MULTIPLIES IT. Wake up, America. From the bottom of my heart, I love you all i'm heading back to church! - Ryan Foreman"

stay away from women (an excerpt) - advice for lonely men

//i have another blog where i write more random, stream of consciousness style writing. i just posted something on there and there is an excerpt from it that i'd like to share here with you. i'm fully aware of how reddit this whole thing sounds but i had to get these thoughts off my chest. for some reason they were weighing on me. and while upon profreading, it did make me cringe at a few points, i think there is a lot of good advice in here for more lonely men
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anyway. i've been thinking a lot for the past couple of days about the nature of modern men and women. i've pretty much come to the conclusion that men of this generation should essentially avoid all women as a whole when it comes to dating. we should give up on dating them. women have entirely too much power and we let them have it, foolishly thinking they were capable of wielding it, and we were horribly wrong in our assumption. had this decision been given to me, i would have made the correct choice by not allowing women to vote or work in any position of authority, but unfortunately no one ever called me up and asked my opinion, because i would've steered them in the right direction. so now we live in a country where we have women police officers pointing a gun at you for a parking ticket, we have women in positions of congress making decisions based off of pure emotion, and we have women voters who are casting their votes based solely off of which candidate will allow her to kill her children more easily and cheaply. i could write a book on the cascading negative effects of this sudden power imbalance, and many people have. i think i'll make a post going more in depth on my main blog.

the reason i say to stay away from women is because they will drain your life force in every way possible and you will receive absolutely nothing in return. you will sink all this emotional, physical, and mental energy into this demonic never ending vitality black hole. it's like as a young man, you build this life for yourself, and you think "huh, this is pretty cool, i'm having fun, i'm not a trillionaire but i have everything i need and i'm okay and i'm happy." then you meet a woman who you love. and she judges everything you do, nothing is ever good enough. she won't have shit to her name. you will have all this stuff, you take her out to dinners that cost her entire weeks paycheck, you spend it on one meal for her, and she will expect you to do it the next day, and if you don't, she's gone. you shouldn't have to keep up with this broke bitch. never chase these broke whores. if you have a woman who sticks by you no matter what, then fine, God bless. but for most men that is not the case and with most women they won't do that for any man anymore. they've all had 900 dicks in them by the time they're 25 at this point, so none of them know anything about loyalty whatsoever. their ability to pair-bond is completely shot.

you know, it's a really funny thing about women. you could be with a girl for 5 years, you teach her all sorts of things on a huge array of topics, she teaches you nothing, and at the end of the 5 years she will still think that she is just as smart as you. they are 100% delusional.

you ever see these women who get all tough and say shit like "i'm gonna kick his ass!" or "i wish a guy would try that with me, i'd rip his nuts off!" whenever i hear women talk like this i just hope someone starts physically abusing them. like shut up bitch, you have no idea how weak you are.

that's the thing with modern women is that they have been psyoped (extremely easy to do to women, like taking candy from a baby) to believe that to be the best version of themselves, they have to be like their ideal husband. what these idiots don't understand is that in doing this, they remove all the aspects of themselves that make women likable, such as femininity, softness, kindness, helpfulness, and being someone who takes care of family. now women complain about how often they're objectified for sex, which is completely retarded because they do it to themselves, but when you strip away all of the nonphysical aspects of a women, and make her act like a man and do man things, then the physical is all that is left. no one is attracted to a woman's personality anymore, because they're all awful. then, these women with -10/10 personalities, do nothing but post pictures of their semi-naked bodies bent over on the internet for the entire world to see, and then they say "can you believe this creep liked my picture from 8 months ago?" very few things in the world are as frustrating to me as when a woman starts sharing her opinions on things. they are always so misguided that you have no idea how the fuck they even got there.

so in case you couldn't tell, i'm single right now. not that i would have wrote anything different while i was in past relationships, but i'm not in one now. however, this cat that's hanging out with me right now has been a 1,000x better companion than any american woman could ever be. this cat loves me to death for 2 cans of cat food a day. she meows for me when i'm in another room, she lies on my chest when i'm on my computer, like right now. she shows me so much affection and makes me smile constantly. she will never text me and ruin my day. she will never leave me for another owner because i said something that she "just couldn't deal with." i love this fuckin' thing man. if you don't have one, i highly recommend you go get one, and if you don't have a girlfriend, good. you're better off.

it's pretty funny but i've noticed that i was the biggest simp back when i was a virgin. back when i was 15, before i had any sex, i was the gayest, pussiest, doormat, simp, faggot the world has ever seen. i absolutely praised women and because of this they wanted absolutely nothing to do with me. however, there is a very small portion of women who love this pussy-worship sort of thing, and so i still had minor success with women at the time. the more women i got with, the more i started to learn about women in general, the more i learned the differences between modern and traditional women, and the more i became to detest what is the modern woman. so be wary, you sluts on the internet calling all the misogynist men "incel," it's actually the incels who are simping for you online and being completely nice and agreeable to you no matter what you say. the misogynists online being mean to you, they're usually far from incel. they're usually the guy who took home your slut friend from the bar last weekend. these women spread their legs for free for a stranger after a night out and then have the audacity to look down on prostitutes. the prostitutes are at least getting paid and they don't have to lie to themselves about who they really are.

if you've never been in a relationship before, i can't stress this to you enough - the pussy is NOT worth it. i promise you, if you're alone and single right now, you are happy, or at least happier than you would be if you had a nagging bitch near you who sucks up every valuable force you have in this world. your energy, ambition, free time, freedom, money, emotional well-being and peace of mind will mysteriously vanish if you link up with one of these modern women. it's bad for your health. jacking off (while i don't condone it) is 1000% better. it's free, you can do it whenever you want, you don't have to ask a woman to do it for you like you're some abused homeless guy in scraggly clothes asking for one of your saltine crackers. don't get me wrong, sex feels great and there's a reason there is so much talk about it amongst people, but all that glitters isn't gold. and i mean that truly. the grass is always greener, right? you might be lonely, this is good. you should learn to enjoy being lonely. i learned to enjoy it about a year ago and it was one of the best things i've ever done. if you still feel lonely, buy a cat, you'll be fine.

i'm sure you've had plenty of experiences in your life where you didn't take someone's advice and you seriously regretted it. i'm promising you that this will be one of those times. if you couldn't tell by now, i'm speaking from experience. but let me tell you, the first and last time i let myself fall deeply in love with a woman, my gut told me the entire time not to do it, and that it wasn't a good idea, but i actually ignored my own advice, and i can't even tell you how much i regret it. that's why sex is so dangerous, you may act in ways you never thought you would over the right woman, and if you've had sex with her already you'll do even more for her if you're a simp by nature. the thing about sex is, when you're a virgin you think to yourself, "if i could just have sex one time, i'll be happy enough. i'll get it out of my system." but this is not what happens. what actually happens is that you get it into your system, and all of a sudden you are obsessed with it. it will consume your mind and time alike. if you're anything like me, you could not only become obsessed with quantity of women, but you could also become especially infatuated with a woman if you let yourself get there. this is probably the worst position you could be in as a man. i'd rather be fucking homeless than be in a position where a woman has power over me ever again. never fall for the lie that women constantly spout that you should open up and become vulnerable with the woman you love. they tell you this so they can gain control over you. you might read that last sentence and think, "this guy's crazy there's no way women would do that to gain control of you." okay then go ahead and try it. see what happens. i'm not writing this shit out for my health, it's because i've lived through this bullshit, and i really prefer that i hadn't. i'd be a lot richer, happier, healthier, more intelligent, more well travelled, and i'd be in a 100x better position overall had i followed my gut. so do yourself a favor and stay away from pussy. if you find a woman that is wholesome, a virgin, and is willing to wait until marriage to have sex with you, then by all means go ahead. otherwise, just jack off. live your life on your own terms, without some demonic bitch that only cares about herself dragging you down. if this woman you're thinking about was so great, some rich guy would have already snatched her up to marry her. there are not very many reasonable women who are attractive left, and if you add the virgin filter, the number drops to near zero.

men have enough bullshit to deal with in the modern day. don't add to your list. focus on yourself and build yourself.

write out your entire life

//an interesting thing i began doing the other day was something i always thought i should do. as someone with what i consider to be subpar long-term memory, i began writing out my entire life in a google doc, from birth until today. not in story format, but rather a list. im listing every single event of any significance, obviously in chronological order. i recommend everyone tries this. i have been remembering things that have happened to me for the first time since they've happened, it's been kind of surreal. and like with anyone else, there are many moments in my life that i prefer to not think about, and so i haven't thought about them too much. now that a whole lot of time has passed since then, and i don't care about anything for the most part, it's been quite the treat to go down memory lane. i've been working on it for about 4 days now, and i feel like there's so much more to discover, it's like i've been flipping through the pages of a book that is my life.

what's also cool about it, is you can scroll through it, and as you add more and more details, your life starts to look like a well written story. it starts to come together like a puzzle, the more you add the more of the full image you see. i've always had problems remembering if certain events happened before or after each other, and now things are a lot clearer to me. i started by numbering the most important things that happened to me in my life, and then in between, adding in all of the smaller things that happened as a result, and the even smaller things that branched out as a result of those. 

in the beginning it was bare, but i've been adding to it for about 4 days now and i really think im getting close to my full life in bullet points. it's about 10 pages right now. obviously, you could add a million details about every single thing, but that was not the point of this. the point is to end up with a linear timeline of your entire life, strengthen your long-term memory, and help you understand how your life has unfolded in the way that it has. 

it's no secret to anyone that i have great deal of mental issues. sometimes i act in ways that i would never even think of, in those moments i don't believe 'i' am in control. when you lose control, who does it go to? were our ancestors so crazy to think that mental illness was demonic possession? i wouldn't be surprised to find out if most patients at the time agreed with the sentiment. anyway, if you've ever felt like your life has been, or is out of control, this is a good way to dig deeper. i assume this is the 'feeling' you're supposed to get from talk therapy, but that stuff is for women. what i'm talking about here, this is for men. this is about reflection and contemplation. let me be very clear about this. the purpose of this is not to work out your emotions or traumas or whatever gay shit you feel, the purpose is simply to be able to document and assemble a timeline. with this timeline you could come back to in the future at any time and add to it. you could add events as they happen and also add events as you remember them. 

this was something i've thought about doing for the last 2 years but have procrastinated terribly. i would post it on this site as an example so you guys can see for yourself, but there's way too much identifying information included, and i'd like to remain a bit anonymous. i could change or blur some things in the upload but that defeats the purpose, it is essential that you are 110% honest when writing this. you cannot avoid embarrassing moments, or painful memories. everything that is in your memory must be included in this or you are cheating yourself and you might as well not do it at all. in fact, the memories that you'd prefer to not include may be the most important ones to add. these difficult events have molded you, and as you add them to your list, you'll notice that maybe you started to act a little differently after them or maybe you made different decisions. these are the types of events that will give you the most insight into yourself. while your first kiss may have been a defining moment or a fond memory for you, for most people their first kiss will have very little effect on their life, i personally forgot to add mine and just went and added it now. these memories are pleasant and should be added but these are not the memories in which you will be deriving the most meaning from. so, add your worst memories, maybe even add them first. write out your list in whatever order you want but remember that if you plan on being ≤99% honest, then don't do it at all because there is no point. i'm sure you've heard 'the truth will set you free' at least once or twice in your life. things like this are what that is referring to. once your list gets nice and full, you'll start to have answers on why you act the way you act written in plain english. good luck and God bless.

2025 - the beginning of the precrime dystopia

//if you have been paying close attention to the news as of late, you would have heard about a study done recently by a group called "n.c.r.i." which stands for "network contagion research institute" and some other 'academics,' famous israel shill, jordan peterson being one of them. the institute says that they are a "neutral and independent organization whose mission is to identify and forecast cyber social threats and report on them in a timely fashion." they intentionally try to sound innocuous, but they are essentially a sub-sect of the anti-defamation league. they claim to be "neutral," but they're very obviously geared toward jewish interests. the group has developed a type of software that uses a.i. to scan the internet and generates reports on social media users based on parameters set by the researcher. this is tool will be used to determine the 'math' on public sentiment. by quantifying what people are saying, you can literally map out what the population is thinking in a way that was previously impossible.

the study they published this last week used this powerful a.i. model to scan billions of posts across the internet, using an algorithm to designed to detect subtleties and underlying meaning in the language, some people call these 'dog whistles,' such as when people say online that they are "noticing" with very little other context, the untrained eye may see this post and not understand what they are talking about, but the more internet savvy person will understand that the person is talking about jewish influence and jewish control. this would not be apparent at first glance, this knowledge comes with time. another example is the '109' dog whistle, which refers to the number of modern day countries that jews have been expelled from throughout history. you see, the whole reason people came up with these dog whistles in the first place is because jews have been the one group that you have never been able to criticize no matter what. you were not allowed to criticize black people for a short while, but i think that has come back in full swing. but still to this day, if you talk about the jews online, 99% of websites will ban you without giving you a reason. so over time, people had to get smart with how they spoke on this topic on websites that don't allow free speech. when the jewish powers that be began to catch on to what was happening, they coined the term 'dog whistle,' a message that only some people can hear.

to combat these people exercising their free speech, jewish groups have been developing this a.i. model that can scour the entire internet and find all the supposed anti-semites in one swoop. the way the algorithm they designed works, is by seeing which words and phrases are most paired with others. the main example of this being the title of their paper, "thy name in vain: how online extremists hijacked 'Christ is King.'" in their paper, they claim the word that is second-most posted by people who post "Christ is King," is the word "jew." they also say that the most popular posts containing the phrase for the last few years, were all posted by famous antisemites and whom they consider to be "bad," untrustworthy, or immoral. the crux of their argument is that antisemites have taken the phrase "Christ is king," and turned it into somewhat of a slur used to bully and taunt jewish people. 

certainly there are tons of ways people are supposedly antisemitic on the internet, so what is the big deal with this certain phrase? well, if you know anything about jewish people and their history, you'd know that they really hate Christianity, Catholicism especially, on top of their hatred of europeans. jews have been pushed around, exiled, forcefully converted, and damn near enslaved in Christian nations since their inception. because these nations were founded on Christianity, it makes sense that they would mistreat this group of people who deny Christ is the messiah. modern jews will claim that the Vatican has tons of stolen jewish libraries, artifacts, and art. which is true, but tough luck. they should've fought harder. so every time a jew hears the phrase, "Christ is King," you are bringing up this 2,000 year history of jews getting tossed around by Christians, the true holders of God's kingdom. and like any other demon, when they hear Christ's name, they cower in fear and gnash their teeth in agony. "Christ is king" is the nature of Christianity distilled into one phrase. by calling the phrase antisemitic, they are effectively lowering the rate in which the phrase is said, because some people really fear being called racist or prejudice. they will shun recital of this phrase as hard as they possibly can. the point being, if they were able to have you killed for saying it, they would, but they can't because even the dumbest people in the world would notice something like that, so they have to remain covert. just like they can't outright ban people's social media accounts for naming the jew, because people would notice and it became too obvious, so they came up with shadow-banning people to stop their posts from reaching a lot of people while maintaining the illusion that their website still has some semblance of free speech.

of course it's awful that there are jewish companies that are funded by the u.s. government designed to spy on you, but that's not the issue here. the issue is the precedent this is setting. before we know it, the police will be knocking on you door, not just for writing something that they don't like online, which is already happening in the u.k., but they might come for you if they think you may do something bad in the future, based on things you write, opinions you hold, or websites you visit. since the n.c.r.i. is a nonprofit, they don't have to follow any constitutional guidelines that a government organization would normally have to while spying on you. usually to be spied on by the government at this level, the agency or agencies that were trying to do so would need to obtain a warrant by proving probable cause to a judge. but since this is a nonprofit that is funded by the government, they can easily bypass constitutional protections. government intelligence agencies like the c.i.a. and f.b.i. will then send contracts out to these nonprofits and obtain information on citizens without ever having to speak to a judge. so this creates the perfect trifecta for controlling public sentiment, you have research groups, intelligence agencies, and last but not least - law enforcement. this trifecta will be used in the future to suppress, and entrap people. they will also be analyzing the posts of people they consider to be 'extremists' and cross reference those posts with everyone else, and if the a.i. model detects that you may have similar opinions and temperament to their so called extremist, on the government watch-list you go. this is what governments have called "precrime," which is the ability to detect if someone will commit a crime in the future. in this case the crime being, revolting against whatever tyranny is being brought upon us.

if this sounds really complex for no reason, they do that on purpose too. just like they always make the names of their organizations very vanilla and unsuspecting, it's suppose to go over the head of the layman. they do things in a very convoluted way to make it difficult to explain and understand. in their mission statements they use the most dry and vague institutional language that is meant to sound like jargon so that most people don't think anything of it and don't look any further. but rest assured this is one of the most sinister things on america's horizon, which is really saying a lot. getting arrested for a youtube comment sounds like something america would never stoop too, but i'd never be so sure. it was not too long ago they were toying with the idea of imprisoning people for not getting an experimental vaccine, because getting them fired from their jobs wasn't enough punishment for them apparently. to say that the united states government has any sort of morals or concern for your well-being is the dumbest idea ever. they poison us everyday through our food, through pharmaceuticals, they've been slowly killing us. at this point, it only makes sense that anyone who has been resistant to all of the psyops perpetrated by them would have to be dealt with. the disagreeable, non-docile, intelligent, and resilient members of the population have to be controlled in some way, because of course they don't want any sort of uprising to occur. they see that "Christ is King" for the first time in a long while is trending upward instead of downward, and they are absolutely terrified. every time it is posted on twitter, a jew is reminded of his lost place in the Kingdom of Heaven, he is reminded of europeans burning his ancestor's talmuds, he is reminded that he is jewish. the last thing they want is having a nation of american's chanting "Christ is King."

so, seeing this trend of Christianity making a comeback, they have to spring into action. while i was looking for the study this company had done, i saw some articles from last year and the year before where ben shapiro and the daily wire had been talking about this phrase being used in an antisemitic way, but until this past week, no formal papers had been written on the subject, it had all been speculation. now that this organization has essentially proved that this phrase is beloved by antisemites, myself included, so now their objective is to figure out how they can get it banned by any means necessary, and jews know their law books way better than they know how to be decent people, so trust me they will figure it out. i'm sure we will be hearing in the news about antisemites getting arrested and doing jail time within the next few years if things don't make a change - mark my words. the algorithm will be used to both ban accounts speaking about israel and jews in general, the people identified will be subject to entrapment, account suspensions, or worse.

this is one of the main reasons i started my own websites and i use this one to write. the censorship of mainstream websites sickens me to my core. using them fills me with a rage that is indescribable and new to the human psyche. never before did humans have to deal with the infuriating antics of people they couldn't see, or be instantaneously banned from social settings without warning by an invisible moderator in which you are incapable of contacting. it's disgusting, it's communistic, it's cowardly, it's something only a kike could come up with. so here on my website, i write whatever i want and no one can delete a thing i write except me, and it only costs about $12 a year. so if one day you see that this site is gone, just know that initiatives like this was the reason why. the sovereignty of america and it's people are under attack, and all most citizens want to do about it is scroll tik tok. i can't even describe to you how frustrating it is when you tell people about stuff like this, and their response is "why should i care?" it makes me want to blow their fucking head off, because how useless could you be. the american revolution happened 250 years ago over a 1% tax on tea, and it produced the wealthiest nation the world ever saw, nothing but abundance. it was possible because people back then saw tyranny on the horizon so they acted. right now, tyranny is already here, on the horizon is slavery, and getting someone to even care about it is like pulling teeth - i feel like i'm losing my mind sometimes. if you're still reading, that means you're not one of those people, and let me tell you, when the time comes, we will certainly have to leave those people behind. they are dead weight, they complicate things and make it more difficult to secure positive change. instead of thanking someone else for caring about their sovereignty for them, they look at you like your some crazy person for caring, makes me absolutely sick. they might as well be on the side of evil, even though they aren't active participants, they make it that much more difficult to deal with our enemy, and i'm sure the jew counts on them to act as this buffer between them and us. by making "bigots" the biggest social pariah, they cover quite a lot of ground. to stop someone from spreading their ideas, they simply mark them as a racist, and then 'normies' wouldn't touch their ideas with a 10-foot pole, in fear of receiving the same label. 

we are looking at a very dark future for america. it's actually quite scary. if we had a population of people that were more similar to the americans of 1776, it wouldn't be so scary. the thing is, i'm not sure if the modern american is ready to stand up for anything at all. this became very clear to me during the pandemic, americans with a fighting spirit are the minority these days. they are docile cowards. "take my freedoms, take my blood, sweat, tears, take my money, take my speech, my thoughts, my life, my future, i won't do anything about it. i might even vote for it. just don't take my porn, abortions, and iphone, you can have my soul for free." it really is shameful and pathetic if you think about it. after kennedy's assassination, the boomers gave our country over to israel, the millennials followed suit, and now that the effects of this mistake are becoming apparent, gen-x has decided that they don't care enough about anything to make a stand. the zoomer population seems to be much different though, so maybe it isn't time to black-pill just yet, but either way our future is going to involve a lot of pain whether it's done to us as an act of tyranny, or it could be conflicted upon us by rushing into battle. the powers that be would never give up control without a fight, remember that we will never vote our way to living in a normal society, something has to be done. 

and with that being said, i'd like to welcome myself to the watch-list the n.c.r.i. has put me on for posting this, and i'd like to say hello to all the fellow members of said list, it's going to be fun!

wasting time

//time moves at different paces depending on where you are in the world. anyone who's lived in a big city and has travelled to the country-side will tell you this. it's one of the first things that people from the country come to the big cities complain about, "everyone's in a damn rush." so we certainly both experience time in much different ways, but who's is better? most would say that the answer to this question is subjective, but i don't really think so.

for instance, when people from new york city take a trip to a rural part of the country or europe, what do you always hear them say? "oh it was so nice to finally slow down, relax, it was a beautiful change of pace." however, when people who have never been to a city finally go to one, you usually hear them talking about how everyone is rude, everything is expensive, it smells bad, there's homeless people everywhere, there's dangerous criminals everywhere, you can't take your eye off your kids for even 2 seconds, you get the point. another thing to note is that people don't vacation in a city, they just visit, more or less to see what it is like in that city. no one says "i took a vacation over in chicago." that's insane. people take vacations in areas where the pace is slow, and there aren't many people around. these are the two main prerequisites. the weather does't even matter, as long as you will be comfortable wherever you go. some may vacation in the swiss alps like i have, or go camping. it's ironic that what was once the thing that all people did from birth until death, is now a vacation or hobby for "outdoorsmen," because you know, we need words for people who go outside now considering how uncommon it is becoming.

so why am i bringing this up? everyone knows that people like to relax and enjoy nature, what's the big news? i'm talking about the relatively new idea of "wasting time." i spent the overwhelming majority of my life with this concept in the forefront of my mind. to me, wasting time was like slapping God - the mindset of a true new yorker. things had to be done, and they had to be done now. why? well because then someone else might surpass you. there might be people your age doing "better" than you, truly the scariest thing of all.

some people are driven by a passion they have, and this is what propels them to work, and you'll notice that these passion driven people, they're never rushing. they're usually taking their time, enjoying what they're doing, and learning everything they can in the process. however, this is not the modus operandi of the modern man. the modern man has to compete with other "men" on instagram to see who can look the coolest and richest, while also being the most nonchalant about it. this peacocking through social media is the newest and most prevalent mating strategy amongst people. it is a race to see who can become the richest in the shortest period of time. if you're a person obsessed with more, more money, more stuff, more women - this leaves very little breathing room for rest and relaxation. "because while you're doing that, someone else is outworking you!" we all know someone who spouts that bullshit, because i used to, and when i did, pretty much everyone nodded in agreement.

the thing is, unless you know you're goin to die soon, or you have some sort of other extenuating circumstance like if you don't make rent you'll be homeless, there's no reason to rush anything you do. all a person needs is food, water, and shelter, so anything more than that is simply for fun or pleasure. american consumerism is a disease of the mind no different than addiction. we are tricked into believing we need all the stuff, and if we don't that means we were not "successful" in life. this is a whole system designed to keep us enslaved. we have to keep working and paying income tax, so we can buy the new shiny toys (and pay tax on that) to impress our neighbors who will hate you for having more than them. but don't relax just yet, because they just announced that in 6 months from now, a newer, shinier version of the thing you just bought is coming out, and your neighbor might just get his hands on one. they don't call it "the rat race" for no reason.

if you scroll through any social media, as a man at least, it's impossible to not see hundreds of different dudes trying to sell you a course on how to get rich. they all advertise it in different ways but they're all doing the same thing, which is capitalizing on the fact that the american dream has long dead, but there's billions on this planet who still believe in it. so what we're told is that we need to work 90 hour weeks if we want to have half of what our parents had for working 40, and by the way, your wife will need to work too. these boomers lived and thrived through the best economy of anywhere in the world, anytime in history, they all bought houses in their early twenties that have went up 30,000% in value which they refuse to sell for $10 under market value, they told us all to go to college which did absolutely nothing for us besides straddle us with monstrous debt, and after all of this they have the nerve to look us in the eyes, call us "entitled" and tell us "pull yourself up by your bootstraps!" - a phrase which originally meant something that was impossible to do, now is the bare minimum expectation of us. so i think it's time we all drop out of this absurd system that was designed exploit us. these people up at the top, would suck the blood out of your veins for a few extra dollars, and every day millions of people slave away to pay them taxes that they don't deserve and won't do anything that we want with it. it's completely sickening, and every year, they tweak the system in such a way to squeeze just a little more out of you. whether it's raising income tax, speed cameras, parking meters, tolls, inflation (the invisible tax which occurs when they print money,) business taxes, licensing fees, insurance, property taxes, luxury tax, carbon taxes, capital gains tax, it is fucking never ending. it costs $25 a year to renew your fishing license in new york state. whoever came up with that idea should have a giant hook jammed into his head and hung from a post. that's what the founding fathers would've done anyway.

when i started my business, the amount of taxes i paid went up so much i couldn't believe it. i was already paying $900 a week out of my paycheck, but when i saw how much taxes i owed in april, my jaw dropped. and if you try to make more money, they just take even more, and the more employees i have, i have to pay more. more, more, more. it doesn't incentivize business, and anytime you make any significant progress, you are knocked back 20 steps at tax season or whenever your licenses have to be renewed. it is a system designed to keep people slaving at their 9 to 5, and churning out those paychecks for uncle sam. so the idea that the unemployed in this climate are the losers, is no longer the reality. i had already lived my life jealous of the birds and wild animals, but it was getting to the point where i started to be jealous of homeless guys. "those men are truly free." you could see it on their faces when the police threaten them. "put me in jail, so what?" some may look at the homeless and see someone who will never own anything, but neither will we. even if your house is paid off, try not paying taxes on it and see what happens. see how much you really own your house and not just renting it. in a year our phones will be obselete, our car won't pass emissions inpsection, there will be a new streaming service to add to the list of subscriptions you pay every month, and you will be unhappy, just like now. so no one owns anything. we rent everything we touch.

in scripture, the only time you will hear about expedience is if they're talking about you stopping your transgressions. there is nothing holy about participating in a jewish/satanic system of debt, usury, and taxation. Christ said give Ceasar what belongs to him, and give to God what belongs to God. the surrounding context of this was that people were questioning whether or not paying taxes was sinful, since that money could be given to the church. so what i believe Christ meant by this was that your money doesn't matter to the church, but your soul belongs to God, this is the only thing that is required to enter the Kingdom of God. He doesn't care with what you do material-wise here on earth, even the notion that he would would be absurd to anyone. so when you work, you are giving your time and your vitality away, you are essentially giving your body, your flesh, to a corporation. for this sacrifice you deserve to live a life with a roof over your head and your belly full. but these days the average person has to work 80 hours a week to achieve this, and this is no way to live. the problem is that continuing to feed this system will only perpetuate it's existence for even longer. and we act like we don't have a choice, but we do. it doesn't mean quit your job and become homeless today, but to continue the rat race and claim there's nothing we can do as individuals or as a group, is a level of cowardice i didn't know humanity was capable of.

so, for the last 6 months, i've been doing nothing but hanging out, writing, learning new things, getting into new hobbies, pursuing said hobbies, consuming stolen entertainment, learning new skills, and most importantly, i've been feeding the wildlife in my backyard every day and night. i've completely dropped out of this arbitrary competition. i'm off social media, i have no stake in anyone's life but my own and the people around me that i decide to talk to. no one ever thinks about me, just like they don't think about you. and if they did, it wouldn't bother me at all. i have been collecting many tools and sharpening my skills to the point where if i had to, i could go live out in the woods on my own, but with some other people it would be a breeze. i've also been learning computer programming and the basics of electronics, so if i had to deal with something on the tech end of the spectrum, i'm primed for that as well. it's getting to a point where i feel like besides lifting 500 pounds, there's not a whole lot of things i'm not able to do by myself. it's one of the best and most distinctive feelings in the world, and i've never felt so confident. so yeah, compared to other years of my life, i've made almost no money, but i really don't care. i don't even have a cellphone plane, i don't need anything. i have what i need to survive.

as for the wildlife in my backyard, there are 4 different cats, about 5-8 racoons, 1-2 red foxes, chipmunks in the warm months, and many different birds. i feed them whatever scraps and leftovers we have in the house and watching them eat brings me immense joy. there's a small brown bird, and a medium sized gray bird who have both seem to have taken a liking to me, the brown bird has even flown into my house 2 separate times. one of the cats seems to be okay with my presence, last night he stuck the top half of his body in the house. one raccoon has already done this, and while i love the raccoons and we hang out outside sometimes, i know how crazy they are, so i did not allow him in the house. the cat however, i have been begging to come in the house, maybe one day soon he will. get to know the guys living around your house. it's 2am right now and as i'm writing this, my favorite raccoon is about 10 feet away from me chowing down on cat food, he is no longer afraid of me unlike the cat, it's quite amusing. he walks right up to me and accepts treats with manners and respect, raccoons are extremely gentle and polite. i have no idea where their bad reputation comes from. maybe it's because they creep around at night and look like bandits.

anyway, whether it sounds like it or not, i've been having the time of my life. sure i want to buy a lot of new shiny things right now, but even when i was hustling my ass off 24/7, i felt exactly the same way - like i was missing something. i have come to terms with the fact that i'm always going to want something shiny and new no matter what i have in my hand right now. that's just how most of us are wired, at least i for sure am. the difference is that right now, i'm using my time and vitality to enrich my mind, body, and soul. entrepreneurial minded people like myself may see what i've been doing for the recent months and think to themselves that i'm wasting my time, so it's a good thing that it was my time to waste. i think that living to pay taxes and buy the new iphone once a year is a waste of a life, thank God, it's my time to waste.

on death and regret

//this is a topic i've been wanting to discuss on here, and since this was very heavily the theme of my last post, i figure now is a good time. also, as a person who has been dead at least twice in my lifetime, i feel specially qualified to speak about it. if you don't care to hear about my feelings toward death throughout my life, you can skip to the "--".

as i may or may not have mentioned in my last post, dying has never been a fear of mine. in fact, knowing that a great deal of people struggle with the fear of death has confused me for about as long as i've been alive. however when i was a kid, i remember being afraid of hell, both the concept of it and the possibility of going there. knowing that God was reading my mind every moment, sometimes i would struggle with having impure and stupid thoughts, and i would feel a sense of fear that God knew that i was thinking those things, and that whenever i died, i would burn forever as atonement. i don't know how i feel about explaining the concept of hell to children, because on one hand it could be quite scary even to a brave child, but on the other hand, the thought of it certainly keeps a lot otherwise bad children in check and acting right. if i had to pick one or the other, i think children should be taught about hell, but it's not up to me so who cares. 

this idea as a child was the only true fear of death i could say i've experienced. as i grew older and began to have a much better understanding of God, heaven, and hell, this fear of spending an eternity in a volcano with satan would flee from me. but funnily enough, i don't look back on those feelings of fear and find them to be silly, i still to this day understand why i had those thoughts and feelings. 

with the concept of heaven or hell removed, it makes absolutely no sense to me that someone would fear dying. maybe this is the take of a young, stupid, or depressed man, i don't know. but really, if you're dead, you won't know that you're dead, so what is the fear? maybe people think there is a pain associated with dying by natural causes, because obviously i understand the fear of being stabbed or shot or something similar, the fear of pain is much more rational to me. i've even heard many times before, people saying that they are afraid that when they die, they will be simply "locked inside a prison of black, alone with just thoughts forever." to me this seems like a ridiculous idea, but if you've never been dead before, i could certainly understand why someone might think that this may be their fate, although, i don't think even the cruelest of gods would doom each human to this sort of ending without an ending - nor would it make sense physically or biologically. 

there is one thought about dying that sort of haunts me a little bit, and that is the thought of dying and not having any trace or record that you were ever here. i guess this may be the point of this site when i think about it, otherwise these files would sit on my computer and never be seen by anyone. but the idea of putting my writings on a server, that will certainly outlast me, and a whole lot of people after me, it gives purpose to an otherwise useless act. it is a hope that whenever i die, there will be many things that i've done that will outlast me. maybe i won't be forgotten as quickly. i wonder why i care about that anyway.

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if you found out you were going to die in the next five minutes, would you be happy with the way you've lived your life so far? are there any regrets that immediately come to mind? it seems to me that the common perception is that people will only regret the things that they did not do. but i think this is extremely an extremely hollywood/disney version of what real life is. "oh but just think, you'll always regret not saying something to that one girl! you'll never know what your life could've possibly been!" you absolutely cannot think this way. if you're always thinking about the paths you didn't take or the opportunities you passed up on, you'll "what if" yourself into insanity. God gave us an adventure and we made our choices along the way, whichever direction we decided to go in made the most sense to us at the time of making the decision, that's why we chose what we chose. you didn't have the knowledge you have now. i mean, do you think about every decision you make now under the guise of, "i wonder what future me knows!" that's ridiculous. you choose a path and you move on. also you never know, you may have ended up getting murdered, or squashed by a bus, or ended up with some weird incurable disease if you had went down the opposite path that you're so heartbroken about missing out on. 

so it's very silly to me to regret things that you didn't do, because all we have is our imagination on what could've been, and as we know, we tend to be believe that the grass is always greener. and that's why i think this idea of "you won't regret the things you did do" is complete dreamland bullshit. people absolutely regret things that they did do. i see it all the time, and so do you. some of us choose to ignore this, i was one of them, when i was much younger. and as you could imagine, i've grown up to do a lot of things that i definitely wish i didn't do. definitely err on the side of caution when making decisions. you don't want to end up feeling stupid forever because you said some stupid shit that you didn't mean at all trying to get one of your girlfriends back. your emotional wellbeing, and happiness cannot depend on the outcome of a given situation. this is the only way to ascend past the point of acting like a chimp when things don't go your way. because usually in life things usually don't go your way, and the less you freak out when this happens, the less likely you are to do something that 50 years from now you look back and say, "man, i wish i hadn't hit that guy with a pipe all those years ago, because then i would've never have gone to prison where i got stabbed by that shank with aids on it." or even worse, "i wish i had just left that girl alone, now she's accused me of rape and i have to move to another continent if i ever want to have a shred of a normal life again."

if there's anything to gain from reading this, it's that you must be 1000% outcome independent. buddhism states that desire is the root of suffering. to want, is to suffer. and it's easier said than done, but you absolutely have to separate your feelings from the real world. this is what all of the world's most successful religions are referring to when they talk about "enlightenment." they all say it in much different ways, but this is the core goal of all of them. buddhists say it the most blatantly, and perhaps have the most straightforward path to achieving this goal. christianity and islam want this for you as well, but they have much different ways of going about it. the point is, this is a major key to staying sane in the face of wild adversity, and when things really don't go your way, keeping this mindset will keep you from doing something you regret or acting in a way that you otherwise wouldn't.

a lot of people today, especially in western countries, are relatively protected from most traumatic experiences that extremely poor or third world people regularly go through, this allows them the luxury of dealing with the 'flesh' all day. but they owe this privilege to modernity, because even the richest people during the biblical era still had to worry about all sorts of crazy shit like their kids getting kidnapped, a rival group ransacking their village, droughts, famine, disease, etc. it was never-ending for them. people needed religion to cope, they didn't have the distractions that we do. their problems were right in front of them and they couldn't look away, so they sunk their faith into whoever, and hoped that after this life, we pass on to one that is much more forgiving. it is a very wholesome thought, actually. now that that need for such cope is no longer there for many people, religion is fading away.

since the modern day secular man and woman ditched religion for self-worship, the idea that how you act when you no one is looking means anything, is starting to lose weight. "if there's no hell to worry about, why should i act properly if it doesn't benefit me?" and to someone who doesn't have God, it's actually a really good question. because why should you? why shouldn't you try to experience as much pleasure as possible while you can? why not hoard as much as you can, and stuff your face at every meal, and steal things when no one is looking? if all there is is the flesh, then there really is no good reason to be a good person. and you know, i find it really funny when reddit freaks say stuff like, "i don't need God to be a good person," while they themselves are one of the most deplorable people you've ever seen. but that's just the thing though, i do need God to be a good person. most people do. that's why redditors have the stereotype that they have, and the 'white, christian, khaki wearing family next-doors' have the stereotypes they have. but i think that the redditor type is actually very afraid of death, contrary to what they say. i think their love for things like science and technology is rooted in their fear of getting sick/growing old and dying. and i believe their obsession with things like marvel movies, funko pops, video games, anime, and nintendo, is because they are seriously terrified of actually growing up. if you told a redditor he could never play a video game again it would be like telling a regular dude that you have to amputate his penis. i'm using the term 'redditor' because they are the prime example of the type of person i am talking about, but of course there are others with these same tendencies. 

for the man of God, life is a chance to experience the flesh, to suffer, to toil, to sacrifice, to love, to hate, to laugh and cry, just as Christ did. our strength and faith is tested through trials and hardships, but in the end our soul enters paradise to spend the rest of eternity with God, and what an honor it would be. the holy man has no reason to fear death.

for the atheist, nothing matters, do whatever you want. watch porn, don't start a family, be as selfish as possible, only worry about yourself. we are just stardust, kill your babies, watch the avengers, and disparage everyone else in the process.